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August 04 Aug 4......Hello Everyone, However, time also gave me the gift of healing and recovery. I needed to live and feel every painful moment I did because it's the only way to heal. If I buried every feeling I had, I'd remain stuck in a place I didn't want to be. May 31 one yearDear God,
It's been almost a year... I am still waiting...
I believe you have plan for me which must be a very beautiful picture, and I am desperately longing for seeing it displayed inch by inch.
You are my hope, the only hope. You are my rock, the only rock.
March 18 to bruceDear Bruce,
I feel kind of dizzy these days back to Kunming, keep thinking of Melbourne, I miss the city and you.
Thank you for being so kind to me. I am very touched by your hospitality! What a beautiful thing to have friends!
I am very grateful to God, who awards me this journey.
Full of complaint for half a year, I feel frustrated with my so-called career in Shanghai stop and lost in my developing hometown, but even in this kind of situation, I still experience the touch and guidance from God my Lord, He comforts me and restores me.
I know you may feel lonely sometimes in your cozy big house. Though I wish to introduce all my girlfriends to you, the utmost thing I want to share with you, is my Lord Jesus. I feel lonely too sometimes, no matter how sweet my honey Mac and parents are. Sometimes people may let me down and I let myself down. It’s doomed to be disappointing if we set our faith in human being.
Every body’s life is full of ups and downs, and mine is no exception. I feel lucky to get to know God, whenever I am low, I look up to God. My life is a journey to accumulate His grace and love. I thank God, if I didn’t know Him, the more struggling, the more bitter and indifferent I shall be.
Meeting Jesus personally lightens the light of my life!
Dear Bruce, I want to pray for you. Wish some day in the future you can open your heart to the God our Lord. And He will bring such a family with sweet wife and lovely kids…
Wish I can visit your nice house again in the future, hopefully soon. ^_^
Take care!
November 09 a song for my dear single friendsDear God,
I know that she’s out there...the one I’m suppose to share my whole life with. Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we Meet. And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers In a dream I hold you close Embracing you with my hands You gazed at me with eyes full of love And made me understand That I was meant to share it with you My heart my mind my soul Then I open my eyes And all I see reality shows I’m alone But I know someday that you’ll be by my side Cause I know god’s just waiting till the time is right God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm When the day’s cold will you keep her warm When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way God will you let her know that I love her so When theres no one there that she’s not alone Just close her eyes and let her know My heart is beating with hers So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day) When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one) I will wait so patiently (patiently) For that day to come (for that day to come) I know someday that you’ll be by my side Cause I know god’s just waiting till the time is right Oh~~~ it’s beating with hers (it’s beating with yours) 这里可以下载 http://www.jonahome.cn/bbs/dispbbs.asp?boardID=13&ID=38443&page=1 October 30 sweet words from Vicky9月28日
To LeeneyDear, don’t be frustrated for just shaking a tip of the iceberg and you will be utterly proud for your great influence if you completely understand how self-centered I am since was very little.
Thank you for your unwavering support-when my transfer was in a hard time Thank you for your kindness-which released my nervousness for this new job at the very beginning Thank you for your remarkable selflessness-when I was seeking for professional directions Thank you for your continuous encouragement-which greatly enhanced my confidence Thank you for your constant faith in love-which makes me start to believe maybe I still have chances to beloved.
Besides, thank you for every gift you left to me, vacuum flask, juice extractor, vodkas, books…and most precious-the make-up mirror-which accompanied you for eight years, hahaha！don’t worry, I’m taking care of it.
May god bless you and keep you!
BTW, sorry again for my laziness, To Vicky
I am soooo happy today seeing your sweet and encouraging words. Radisson days is an unforgettable and beautiful memory for me, because of working with you. ^_^ You teach me how to be humble and down to earth.
I am grateful to God, for He touches your heart through me.
We can not love until we ask Jesus to dwell in us. It's not me who is kind and caring. It's Him, our lord Jesus, He love me with great love and live within me with great love, He teaches me and leades me to live a christian life.
How I wish you can enjoy the love from our heavenly father.
Maybe I was God's gardener to sow some seeds in your heart. Some day when the seeds burgeon you shall realize that you've always been experiencing the amazing grace and love from God. ^_^ October 26 我的生日，感谢主！亲爱的天父，
我不知道自己要什么，就是我想要的，也常常不是我真正需要的。我的忧伤和沮丧，往往就是对眼门前的小功课的无知和失落。就像wowo说：不要被世俗的小事遮盖了属灵的眼睛。
我其实好幸福，真的一直都幸福无比，因为我从生命的开端就被爱包围。今年上半年我写过两篇人生所感，回忆小时候的“伤痕”，发现心里潜藏着对父母的不满，我很奇怪，为什么父母给我舍己的爱，我的生命还会长出苦毒和怨恨。6月份我开始和父母同住，我对未来没有信心，满是抱怨和沮丧，用刚硬的心，去对爸爸妈妈无条件的爱。可是，每当圣灵在心里做工，我的心柔软下来时，我就无比内疚又感动，不论我有没有工作，不论我脾气好坏，不论我懒惰讨人厌还是勤快，爸爸妈妈都爱我，仅仅是我的陪伴，妈妈就高兴不已。感谢你，天父，你将这样的宝贵的爱放在我地上爸爸妈妈的心里。从我出生到还未认识你之前，你的恩典就一直与我同在，我的爸爸妈妈，就是你所赐，来保护我、爱我、教导我。他们虽然不认识你，可是，你却将爱放在他们心中。这种爱，不求自己的益处。感谢主使我的心柔软！ 想起8年前初信主时，弟兄姐妹曾说过：罪就是死，死就是与神的爱隔绝。我渐渐明白，罪使人与爱隔绝，因为我曾活在罪中，不认识神，便与神的爱隔绝，也感受不到身边爸爸妈妈的爱。我们被罪伤害，可是还做它的奴仆。
感谢主！你给我宝贵的机会认识你，打开我属灵的眼睛，让我感到，生命中充满那样多的爱，丰丰盛盛，感动得我常常哭。因为你柔软了我刚硬的心，使我渐渐体会到，我的生命从来就像浸在蜜糖里那样，美好而宝贵，感谢你，亲爱的天父！
mac就是你所赐给我的宝贵恩典，你赐他宽容柔和的心，爱我如骨中的骨、肉中的肉，我可以在他无条件的爱中任性。我常常想，mac这样的爱已经美好的让我感觉在梦中，从天上全能的父来的爱，会是何等？
还有弟兄姐妹的爱，江大哥江大嫂一家，浦东教会的弟兄姐妹，一群小羊，上海的好伙伴们，你们一直把我和mac放在心中，惦记我们，为我们祷告，还有昆明的丞浩哥谩菱姐一家。。。不论我和mac到哪里，上帝总为我们预备充满爱的环境，感谢你！
我的生命越长，就越体会经历从你来的爱和恩典，我的心就越有主耶稣那样柔和谦卑的样式，感谢你，天父！ 我的生日，好快乐！
October 05 进入新的国度
你对于新的国度的模样会有一定的了解。虽然得不到真正的平安，你依然留念在旧国度的家。你认识旧国度的道路、当中的欢悦和痛苦、当中的喜悦和忧伤。你大部分的日子都花在那里。纵使你清楚在这个国度里无法寻觅得到心中最渴求的一切，你依然依附着它。它已经成为你骨中之骨。 现在你必须承认你一定要离开这个国度，并且进入新的国度里。在那里有你的挚爱。你知道那曾经在旧国度中协助和引导你的，现在不再有效了，但你会经历些什么呢？你被要求相信在新国度里将会找到所需要的，不过你必须让你以往看为宝贵的一切死去---影响力、成功、认同甚至情感和赞颂。 信任是不容易的，因为你没有什么可以依靠，不过信任还是必须的。你被呼召要进去新国度，而唯一可以进到那里的方法是没有保障和脆弱的。 你似乎会不断在边界上徘徊。有时候，你在新国度中体验到一种真正的喜乐，但另一回却感到恐惧，再次缅怀以往已经放弃的一切，以致你返回旧国度之中，使你惊讶的是你会发觉旧国度已经失去昔日的吸引力。冒险再向新国度踏前几步，相信你每一次进去的时候，都会更觉舒泰，愿意多停留一会。
容我再上路： 我要承认这一次的转变，是意味我要连根拔起...... 踏出第一步以前所做的准备，到现今我身处其中，才发现是如何的不足够...... 我虽珍惜过往，但也要接纳现在... 我的心决定向过往的生命道别... 那曾经是熟悉、方便的生活环境... 那曾经陪伴我许多日子的朋友... 那曾经留下我生命烙印的地点... 我把它们---放进我的“心灵相簿”里... 然后，我盖上“相簿”... 我仿佛看见自己拿出一本簇新的相簿，揭开它---里面仍是空白的... 我要把我的新生活，一幅一幅的贴上去。预计这些要贴上去的照片有悲有喜，有离有合... 我感到释然...重新得力...
---The Inner Voice of Love by Henri Nouwen September 19 我呼求的日子，你就应允我，鼓励我，使我心里有能力！我等候耶和华，我的心等候，我也仰望他的话。我的心等候主，胜于守夜的等候天亮，胜于守夜的等候天亮。---诗篇
亲爱的主，
我一直抱怨，3个月，常常忧伤。可是，稍微一细想，你的恩典一直伴我左右。
所以，我要告诫自己：我的心，你要称谢耶和华！不可忘记他的恩惠！
1）我穷了好几个月，没收入，但是很想参加一个瑜伽老师的培训课程，200个小时，1万块钱。我很喜欢yoga，觉得如果有一个certificate更好，万一以后可以去日本当yoga老师；所以我一直犹豫，要不要向妈妈借钱，但是目前这1万块的花费，好像是个奢侈行为，我已经在父母家白吃白住好久。终于，我决定要节制，不应该做超出目前自己能力的消费。
培训的老师是从美国来的Narayan，我志愿帮他翻译，他很喜欢我，让我为他翻译编辑教材，然后，我就可以上200个小时的培训。我好高兴！感谢天父，人不能做的事，在你却有奇妙的安排！
可是，翻译了第二天，我就坐不住了，原来yoga好多理论都是godless people的stupid theory，我听了又可笑又厌烦，终于坚持翻译到星期五，我决定再也不去浪费时间了。我才明白，真正感兴趣的是yoga practice而已。
感谢上帝！原来你比我自己清楚，我真正需要什么。上帝帮我省了1万块钱！而且还用非常非常体贴我的方式来让我明白的。好感谢主！
 2）我报名学车，开始先考理论，100题，做对90题及格，最后10题都是关于机械理论的，我一点都不懂，乱选答案，居然得了100分！天啊，就是主在保守我嘛！
3）和mac回来之前，倍受上海的弟兄姐妹鼓励，感觉自己使命在身，肯定会好好荣耀主。可是，我却是天天抱怨，真的有辱主圣名，尤其在爸爸妈妈面前，更是做了不好的见证。但是，我们遇到了谩菱姐和丞浩哥一家，他们放弃台湾舒适的生活，为着对昆明的负担，带着3个孩子回到昆明居住。感谢天父，为我们预备这么好的同伴！我们不孤单，你时时刻刻与我同在，还体恤我肉眼的软弱，预备好姐妹在我身边。感谢主！
4）回到昆明，遇到几个意大利人办电影节，我很感兴趣，听上去是国际化的事，比较好玩，所以答应他们，来找赞助。可是，我在昆明一点社会关系都没有，当地人做事情，目前看来比较慢，而且不用电脑，意大利人对我不够信任，可能他们原来被爱说大话的中国人骗过。3个月，我几乎一个礼拜要沮丧6天，为我的工作和将来担忧。可是，目前的进展是：云南卫视和市广电局都有兴趣来参与，而且会出点钱。虽然和他们反复接触是我的反复失望的经历，我甚至对他们的参与感到烦，可是，终究要感谢主！若不是你建造房屋，建造的我就枉然劳力，若不是你看守城池，看守的我就枉然警醒。感谢你每天与我同在，我与别人接触的时候，时不时彰显出你美好的样式，感谢主！
5）存着感谢的心，才发现，一切都有主的恩典和保守。 Mac和我搬家，我们1天胡乱收拾打包，到底寄了多少包裹回家也不知道，可是，目前看来，东西基本不缺。 Mac好几次出差坐飞机，平安去又平安来，我都感谢主，把mac放在你翅膀的荫庇下。 6）上个礼拜老熊从东京来，带着他的德国室友andy，我们一起吃饭逛街，好几年没见，还是那么好玩，哈！我准备攒钱买机票，然后去他们家包吃包住。 上帝给我使命，也体贴我的软弱，在我琐碎平凡的日常生活中，赐我美妙的时刻，可以有小小的盼望，也经历你的信实！ 7）上周末学习马太福音的信息时，看到上海的弟兄姐妹为mac和我的祷告，感谢主！给我们那么好的伙伴！一直牵挂我们，为我们祷告！我和mac即使软弱失望时，也有那么多弟兄姐妹的祷告托着我们，感谢主！ August 30 8月Dear Lord,
我好沮丧，mac不在身边，我更加沮丧。
我没有力量祷告，没有安静的心看圣经，没有信心荣耀你。
圣灵所结的果子我也没有，不平安喜乐，时常忧虑。
我知道，我的好处不在你以外；可是，我的心里却还想要很多很多其他的好处。
 August 13 祷告的力量 亲爱的主耶稣，
感谢你赐我祷告的力量！通过祷告，我可以经历你的爱和信实。
我亲爱的朋友，现在晚上你们收到圣经段消息时，我就在为你们祷告。不是我有那么好，那么大的爱心，而是耶稣基督住到我里面，他的爱充满着我，我太感动，也才有力量去爱我的朋友。原来的我，是要把荣耀归给自己的，好行为一定要做在人面前，至于祷告这样没人知道的事，我不会做的。可是现在，感谢主！温柔谦卑、又尊贵的你，住到我自私刚硬的生命里，改变我，让我意识到，为身边的人祷告，是经历你信实的宝贵的礼物。我们每个人都有难处，从人来的安慰和帮助，无力又脆弱，唯有寻求你，我们才坦然无惧。我盼望着听到朋友的好消息，我肯定会热泪盈眶，因为我们慈爱的主，永远听我祷告，答应我祷告！
 July 12 感谢主赐我感激的心亲爱的主，
感谢你，赐我感激的心！
我真的满心感激！就是想哭，好感谢主！
你赐我小羊，我与她分享你的话语的时候，你就对我说话，感谢你用圣灵告诉我，我的主，爱我，带领我！
你让我与Qiyu弟兄相见，分享你的话，5年未相见，却都被你带领和保守，我们是主内的肢体，分享你的爱，彼此鼓励！
你赐我空闲的时光，让我明白，要依靠你，工作是你所赐，一切都是你所赐。
你柔软我的心，让我感受父母的爱，也如主爱这般无私，感谢天父，赐我感激的心！
你赐我时间，学习创世纪，出埃及记，体会你的带领，你所赐使命的宝贵！
 May 29 我的主 耶稣英国著名的布道家司布真精辟地指出：“基督是人类历史上最伟大的中心事实。在他之前的一切都前瞻着他，在他之后的一切则都回顾着他。历史的所有发展都汇集于他一身。”英国大百科全书用了两万多个字来写耶稣，其篇幅远远超过对柏拉图、亚里斯多德、凯撒、亚力山大、释迦牟尼和穆罕默德的记述。现今全世界都以耶稣的降生年作为公元元年，都把他复活的周日作为公休日。这是古今中外任何人无法企及的。 拿破仑曾经说过：“基督存在的本质是奥秘的，我并不明白，但我明白一件事，他能满足人心。拒绝他，世界就成了一个费解的谜；相信他，人类的历史就可以找到圆满的答案。”“我知道人，但耶稣不单是人，世人与他是无法相比的。亚历山大、凯撒、查理曼大帝与我都建立过大帝国，但我们建国靠的是什么呢？靠武力。但耶稣以爱建立他的国度，光是在这一时刻，世间就有成千成万的人愿为他抛头颅、洒热血。” 有人问著名的历史学家威尔士（H．G．Wells），谁是影响人类历史最甚之人时，他回答说，“若按历史的标准来决定，此人非耶稣莫属。”连哥德这样一位对基督教持有偏见的天才，当他晚年回顾辽阔的历史领域时，也不得不承认：“如果神真要来到世间，他必然是出现在耶稣这人身上。” 那么，耶稣究竟是怎样的一位神人呢？麦道卫在《铁证待判》一书中曾引用过一张题为〈无可比拟的耶稣〉的福音单张中对耶稣的描述。“在一千九百年以前，一个违反出生律的婴孩诞生了。他生于贫穷，长于卑微，他从未有机会旅行，一生中唯一一次出国的机会，乃是童年时代的一次逃亡。他既缺钱财，又乏影响力。他没有显赫的亲戚也没有受过正式的教育。但在他尚无知的时候，就有君王因他惊惶。及至孩童的时代，他的话使学问高深的人希奇。到他盛年的时代，他操纵自然界，能在巨浪中行走，又能使海平静。他不用药治好无数的病人，而且分文不取。他没有写过一本书。但世界的图书馆中却容纳不下一切有关他的书籍。他从未写过一首歌，但歌颂他的诗歌却多得不可胜数。他从未创立过大学，但世间一切大学生的总和尚不及追随他的人数为多。他从未带领过一支军队，也从未征过一名士兵；他未动过一枪一箭，然而世间没有一位领袖能象他这样拥有无数的志愿军，接受他的命令，不发一枪一炮，就使敌人无条件的投降。他不是心埋医生，但他却医治无数心灵痛苦的人。每周的第一天，市面上商业停顿，人们到教堂去崇拜他。希腊、罗马的伟大政治家们的盛名早已消逝，闻名的科学家、哲学家与神学家的名字也从历史上消失，但这个人，知道他名字的人却愈来愈多。虽然经过十九个世纪，他仍然活着。希律王用十字架摧毁不了他，坟墓的门也不能封住他。如今他站在天堂的荣耀当中，被称为神。天使敬拜他，信徒仰慕他，魔鬼惧怕他。这个人是谁呢？他是活着的耶稣基督，我们个人的主与救主。” 耶稣既无释迦牟尼那种显赫身世，又没有穆罕默德创教时所拥有的财力和武力。耶稣也不象这两位教主在世时已有成千上万的追随者，他在世时只有十二个门徒，其中一个还出卖了他。当他无辜被钉十字架时，他的门徒大都逃散了。基督教创立近两千年来，教会并非无辜，教会领袖的失败和犯罪，曾使教会深蒙耻辱。但是，基督教却依旧保有创教者的特性和榜样，因为耶稣基督是教会的元首和源头。一个出身如此卑微、身世如此平凡的人，能这样深刻地影响着人类历史的进程，是因为耶稣是神的儿子，是由神降世、道成肉身的人。 节选《游子吟》 May 20 Daily Prayers for Your Best Life NowPart One Enlarge Your Vision
Day 1
Let's start believing for more
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. Hebrews 11:1
Father, I am excited to begin this new journey of faith with You. Please help me to develop a fresh vision for my life, to believe You for better days ahead, and to know that You will continually expand my horizons as I trust You to do more in and through my life. Amen.
Day 2
Having a positive vision
The eye is the lamp of body; so then if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. Matthew 6:22-23
Beginning today, I will lift up my head and start to get a new image in my mind of the tremendous potential that You have poured into my life. Help me, Father, to paint a new picture on the canvas of my imagination, to live with faith, seeing with my spiritual eyes not just what exists today, but the life that is possible because of You. Amen.
Day 3
Develop a better picture
You have eyes-can't you see? You have ears-can't you bear? Don't you remember anything at all? Mark 8:18
Father, please help me to take down the negative pictures in my mind and to replace them with faith-filled photos, special memories, and images of hope for a trememdous future. I believe You want me to enlarge my vision, to expand my horizons, and to engage in a life that will have eternal significance. Amen.
Day 4
It's time to enlarge your vision
See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? Isaiah 43:19
Father, I am ready and willing to start believing You for more good things in my life. Help me get rid of those old attitudes that would limit my vision and cause Your work to be stifled in me. I will believe for better! Amen.
Day 5
Program your mind for success
Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth. Colossians 3:2
Thank You, Father, that You want me to get my hopes up, that You want me to start expecting good things to happen in my life, rather that worrying about what evil might come upon me. Where my faith is weak, please help me to grow stronger so I can trust You for more and have what my faith expects. Amen.
Day 6
Seeing with your spiritual eyes
Blessed are your eyes, because they see; and your ears, because they hear. Matthew 13:16
Lord, please help me to see with my "spiritual" eyes, seeing not merely those things that currently exist, but those things that can become realities in my life. Amen.
Day 7
Looking beyond where you are
I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
I praise You, Father, for opening my eyes to see and understand that You have so much more in store for me. Give me the courage to believe for a good day today and a brighter tomorrow. Amen.
Day 8
Choose your environment wisely
He who walks with the wise grows wise, but a companion of fools suffers harm. Proverbs 13:20
I want to live in an environment where I can dream big dreams, oh, Lord; a place where I can dare to trust You for more. Surround me, Father, with people from whome I can learn, people who will encourage me to believe Your Word. Give me the courage to take steps that will put me in contact with wise people, men and women who are considered sucesses in heaven. Amen.
Day 9
Family with a future
Truly, truly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do; because I go to the Father. John 14:12
Thank You, Father, that I am part of a family with a future; no longer will I be limited by my past, but I will trust You today to do things in and through my life that are even greater than the wonderful things You have done previously. Amen.
Day 10
Breaking barriers
If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come. Corinthians 5:17
Father, I don't want to be counted among the doubters; I am a believer. I trust You to lead me in the right direction as I break through the barriers of my past. Thank You, Father, that You have good things in store, not just for me, but for my entire family! Amen.
Day 11
God's favor is for real
A good man will obtain favor from the Lord, but He will condemn a man who devises evil. Proverbs 12:2
I thank You, Father, that I have Your favor, and that I have favor with other people not because of who I am but because of who You are, and that I am Your child. Amen!
Day 12
One touch of God's favor
Thou art the glory of their strength; and in thy favor our horn shall be exalted. Psalm 89:17
I know, Father, that one touch from You can turn around my situation in my life. I believe that You have divine favor ready to pour out in my life, and I will expect good things to come my way today because of You. Amen!
Day 13
Declaring God's favor
The Lord is my portion; I have promised to keep Your words. I sought Your favor with all my heart; be gracious to me according to Your word. Psalm 119:57-58
Thank You, Father, that You are opening doors for me that no one can shut. Thank You for causing people to be kind to me and to assit me. You make a way for me where it seems there is no way. Amen!
Day 14
Overtaken by God's goodness
It is You who blesses the righteous man, O Lord; You surround him with favor as with a shield. Psalm 5:12
Help me, Father, to learn how to live favor-minded, to expect the best, to anticipate success rather than failure, to see good rather thatn evil. Even in the midst of difficulties, I will dare to believe that I have Your favor, and You will bring me out stronger, better, and more triumphant. Amen!
Day 15
An attitude of faith and favor
Look forward to the special blessings that will come to you at the return of Jesus Christ. Peter 1:13
Father, please help me to hope to the end, no matter what circumstances I face today, knowing that I can respond boldly and with confidence because I have Your favor. Thank You for opening doors of opportunity for me. Amen!
Day 16
Dream on
The Lord touched their eyes, saying, "It shall be done to you according to your faith." Matthew 9:29
Father, because of You, I will dear to dream big dreams. With faith and confidence in You, I know that I can accomplish the goals that You have placed within my heart. Amen!
May 19 5月19日的祷告题目亲爱的天父，
我这段时间特别特别想要祷告的题目是：
奉主耶稣基督的名求，阿门！
2007年5月19日 March 03 我的爸爸飞机快要落地的时候，很摇晃，因为气流太乱了，我一点都不害怕，因为mac就在身旁，还拉着我的手。我心里一直祷告，求天父一定一定照顾好我们在地上的父母，赐他们恩典认识并信靠你。
我好像从来没有拥抱过爸爸妈妈，可能是怕感情太强烈了会哭出来。我也越来越不敢看爸爸的眼睛，饱含完完全全完完全全的爱，我一不小心就会哭出来。
除了我的爸爸，世上没有一个父亲，会对孩子有这样纯粹和深厚的感情吧，感谢天父，我只是一个平凡自私的孩子，你却给我这样一个地上的爸爸，用你爱的方式来爱我。
我常常因为爱的原因而流眼泪，从天父而来的爱和恩典，地上爸爸妈妈的独一无二的爱。。。。。。 January 31 我的宝贝，生日快乐！亲爱的宝贝, 生日快乐！ 感谢天父，1月29日，因为这一天，我的生命完整而有意义！我也好感谢你，让我的生活那样美好，只要一想到你，我的心里又甜又暖。我要一直一直祷告，请求天父允许我，陪你过从23岁起的每一个生日！ 感谢天父，赐给你善良的心、好奇心、执着、想象力、责任感，还有对主的信心，并且把这样宝贵的你赐给我当丈夫，赐给像我这样一个悲观、冷漠、没有爱心的妻子当丈夫。我好感谢天父，也感谢你，因为你的爱，我的生命由僵硬、干涩逐渐柔软舒展开来，天父爱我的方式之一，就是你的爱。 我太爱你，爱到觉得即使若某天天父让我们分开，我就会从此与他为仇；太依赖你，把自己信仰的成长都压到你肩上，要你对我的忧虑、软弱负责。我甚至原来有时会恐惧和绝望，因为看到你的软弱，我把你当成了我的拯救者。求你原谅，我这样以自我为中心的爱，给了你太大的负担。我忘记了天父让我做妻子的义务：做mac的帮手。 在江大嫂的帮助下，我逐渐明白十字架的意义，要背起十字架跟从我们的主耶稣；我的十字架的意义，也越来越具体，你就在我的十字架上，我那宝贵又可爱的你，神赐给我的不完美的丈夫。我要，神也会赐给我能力，帮助我的丈夫，脱下“老我”的软弱，战胜魔鬼的试探，有自由得胜的属灵生命。 圣经上记载耶稣平静风浪，“耶稣上了船，门徒跟着他。海里忽然起了暴风，甚至船被波浪掩盖。耶稣却睡着了。门徒来叫醒了他，说：‘主啊，救我们，我们丧命啦！’耶稣说：‘你们这小信的人哪，为什么胆怯呢？’于是起来，斥责风和海，风和海就大大地平静了。”（马太福音8章23-26） 看啊，我们的生命虽然时不时遭遇风暴，但是我们的主却有斥责平静风浪的大能，有了这样一位全能的天父，即使陷在任何看似恐怖的患难里，也是可以像主那样安然入睡。回想一下，我有7年的光阴是遭遇风暴的，看似灰暗绝望的日子，神也依然眷顾我，爱我，带领我出黑暗，得自由。还有你的爱，像主一样，对我不离不弃。“耶和华啊，你是我的灯，耶和华必照明我的黑暗。”（撒母耳记下22章29） 还有一整天的活儿等着你去忙碌，要感谢主，赐给你生命，让我的1月29日有意义！生日快乐，我的宝贝！
2007年1月29日 December 25 My Lord JesusDear brother,
《仰望恩典》
我认真听这首歌的时候，真是眼泪不禁潸然落下，主耶稣好爱我们。。。 希望能把歌传给你。
主的生日快乐！ December 15 Jesus' Cross - IIDear brother,
I want to continue this subject, what is Jesus' cross? I never really thought about it before studied the verses with sister Jiang two weeks ago. She said this verses is the turning point, of a christian's life (? I dont quite remember). I guess it is.
What is the difference between christians and non-believers?
We claim to believe in God... so, we live faithfully, have peace and happiness in heart. It sounds a bit selfish. Jesus died for we sinners.
What can we do to others?
Maybe we should care about people, be generous, willing to help... but the same do non-believers, those who are rich often donate big money to the poor...
What is exactly the feature of our christians?
"And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me."
We deny ourselves, take up our cross and follow jesus.
Jesus Christ died on cross, to save our souls; we Christians shall follow Him, to save others' souls. We shall devote our lives to be His tools to save others' souls. We should be kind to others, willing to give; the most important thing is, we should share with others the great love and grace of our dear Lord Jesus who died on cross for our salvation.
I gradually realize why brother & sister Jiang are so generous, though they have two kids to support and work pressure, still love to spend time with us bible study and experiencing God's love.
Dear brother, I realize why I've always been thinking about you lately, I am God's approach, to let you feel and experience His love.
Good day to you and good night to myself.
and have a good weekend!
 December 10 Jesus' Cross8:27 And Jesus went out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am?
8:28 And they answered, John the Baptist; but some say, Elias; and others, One of the prophets.
8:29 And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am? And Peter answereth and saith unto him, Thou art the Christ.
8:30 And he charged them that they should tell no man of him.
8:31 And he began to teach them, that he Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.
8:32 And he spake that saying openly. And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him.
8:33 But when he had turned about and looked on his discipes, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men.
8:34 And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
8:35 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it.
8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
8:37 Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
8:38 Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.
--- Mark
Dear Brothers,
I shall come after our dearest Jesus, then I have to deny myself and take up my cross and follow Jesus!
 I studied the versus with sister Jiang two weeks ago, she told me it's the turning point, which my life will
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